Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Daniel 10:3

No pleasant bread: Anything eaten out of pleasure instead of nourishment. So no sweets, snacks, or fast food, and no eating when I am not hungry.

No flesh: No animal products: meat, eggs, dairy

No wine: easy J

No anointing myself: My Strong’s Concordance says this meant putting on perfumes or lotions. I guess for me personally this would translate to the things I do to make my outward appearance pretty, since this is a time of focusing inward. I have decided that this would mean abstaining from makeup, nail polish, perfume, jewelry, and certain clothing. I guess the clothing thing is hard to describe for others. It is more of a personal decision between me and the Lord each day.

If any of you are planning on following this three week fast with me I would encourage you to study this verse for yourself and modify it to fit your own personal fast.

Daniel's Fast

Daniel 10:12

Then he said unto me, "Fear not, Daniel: for from the first day that thou didst set thine heart to ubderstand, and to chasten thyself before thy God, thy words were heard, and I am come for thy words...."

What precious words these are to me today. Over that last four years I have felt like I have been more a student of nursing than a student of the Lord. I have hated that my spiritual growth has slowed so much. I know that I could have done better but at least it is almost over now. These verses above come as a promise to me simular to verse 6 of chapter 1 in Philippians that says, "He which hath began a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ."

Daniel 10:3 speaks of a three week fast that he undertook in prayer and supplication for his sins and the sins of his people. I have decided to start this same fast on April 1st in order to start the renewal process in my life, the shift back from being a nursing student to HIS student. I will be spending this time in prayer and study of chapters 9 & 10 of the book of Daniel. Anyone who would like to join me is more than welcome :)

I will be starting by preparing over the next week learning what this fast in verse three included and cutting out caffiene ahead of time so I can do it gradually.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

The Twoedged Sword

I came desperate to my Bible this morning, in need of mediation. My vehement cry... "If I have found grace in Thy sight, O Lord, let my Lord I pray Thee go among us; for it is a stiffnecked people; and pardon our iniquity and our sin, and take us for Thine inheritance! (Ex. 34:9)

The word of God replied, "Be strong, fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a recompence, He will come and save you. For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater: So shall My word be that goeth forth out of My mouth; it shall not return unto Me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." (Is. 35:4, 55:10-11)

"Out of much affliction and anguish of heart I wrote unto you with many tears; not that ye should be grieved, but that ye might know the love which I have more abundantly unto you."(2 Cor. 2:4)

But you must "spend and be spent, though the more abundantly you love, the less you be loved." (2 Cor 12:15)

"Now unto Him that is able to do exceedingly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, unto Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.

As we go through The Truth Project at church, we are asking ourselves, "Do you really believe, that what you believe, is really real?" Why is any doubt allayed?

When my youngest son was born he had dimples, and not your average cheek or chin dimples, he had dimples on the tip of his nose! Who could have imagined such a thing?! I would often look at him and think of the philosophers who have proposed the possibility that the world around us is a product of our own vivid imagination. Those dimples in his nose where my proof of the absurdity of these claims. I had been to graphic arts school and had also been a witness to my lack of imagination. Nowhere in the far recesses of my brain did I hold the slightest capacity to conjure up those precious dimples, let alone the rest of his beautiful face.

Nor could I or any man create this relationship I have with my Lord. People accuse us of using our religion as a crutch, claiming we can’t face the struggles of everyday life without this divine purpose beyond the world we live in, and to tell you the truth, I can accept that. Part of growing as a Christian is accepting more and more every day that I can do nothing apart from Him. What these scoffers don’t get is that those crutches come in the same form as my sons dimples.

“Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the unchangeableness of His counsel, confirmed it by an oath: that by two unchangeable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast.” (Heb. 6:17-19)

God is the same, yesterday, today, and tomorrow, regardless of my expectations of Him. When I close my Bible, my comfort has come from its words and wisdom yes, but more importantly it comes from the knowledge that I could have never brought those verses together without the divine intervention of God. He not only directs me to His words but my own words as well. How could I ever imagine what His message to me is to be when I can’t even find the words to form my own prayers?

For the word of God is alive, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. (Heb. 4:12)

When you go to God expecting His promise of rescue and justification, and He replies that you must spend and be spent, though the more abundantly you love, the less you be loved, where is the comfort in that? I may weep over His promise that it is going to get worse before it gets better, but I joy in the knowledge that He is steadfast, unchanging, and I can really believe, that what I believe, is really real.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Romans 12:2

I just watched the second video in the truth project series and I can’t stop amening (is that a word) one of the statements of the show so I have to share.


“We are probably living in the most anti-intellectual period in the history of the church, not anti-scientific, not anti-academic, but anti intellect, anti mind. The Bible tells us that we are called as Christian people not to be conformed to the world but to be transformed and the way of that transformation is through the renewing of the mind (Romans 12:2). We have been made by our Creator to have a direct line from the brain, or from the mind, to the heart and so for Scripture the new mind brings with it always a new heart. But you can’t bypass the mind in an attempt to have a renewed heart, and that’s what people are trying to do today. I don’t want to learn. I don’t want to study the Word of God. I want to have a feeling. I want to have some kind of mystical experience and let that supplant or replace the hard study of the content of the Word of God. But the Scripture says the way life changes is when the mind changes.”

R.C. Sproul

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Philosophy vs. Theology

Quite often, during philosophy class, my instructor was eager to point out the differences he perceived between philosophy and theology. He would turn to the board without fail each time the word theology was mentioned. He would then draw two columns entitled with said subjects and tell us all that philosophy is based on evidence but theology is based on authority. The purpose of this essay is to challenge that this is a clear fact that should be stated as such in a classroom setting.

Christianity is a theology that is not based upon a blind devotion to authority, without evidence to back it up, as our philosophy instructor would have us believe. The Bible says that we are to “prove all things and hold fast to that which is good” 1 Thessalonians 5:21. This hardly sounds like a call for ignorance on the part of the believer. In fact it sounds pretty close to common sense ethics if you ask me. The big difference is, that a follower of the God of the Bible also believes a human being, with his limited understanding of this world, can never count on his common sense alone for all things.

Just because at times God has called on man to act in a way that opposes our sensibilities of right and wrong, and man has obeyed, does not mean that he has done so out of blind obedience. If a child is running out into the street to catch a ball and unquestioningly stops in his tracks as his mother asks, his obedience is based on prior knowledge that his mother loves him and wants what is best for him. He may not see the car and have no other reason to stop than his trust in his mother but that does not make his obedience absent of evidence.

The people who converted to Christianity in that first century after Christ was resurrected, were not without evidence to convince them either. For one, they had first hand accounts. The Disciples of Christ were there and saw with their own eyes the miracles that accompanied the Son of God. They knew that no mere mortal could have done these things. Peter said, “For we have not followed cunningly devised fables, when we made known unto you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but were eyewitnesses of his majesty.” 2 Peter 1:16 But a Jew or Gentile of these times would not have had to rely solely on the word of the apostles. Christ was seen resurrected by many others, even 500 at once. Paul writes, “After that, he was seen of above five hundred brethren at once; of whom the greater part remain unto this present, but some are fallen asleep.” 1 Corinthians 15:6. He doesn’t say, you better believe what I say or else you’ll go to hell. He says, if you don’t believe me then go ask around. Most of the people who witnessed these things are still alive. Many of these men went on to die for their beliefs. Men do not die for what they know to be a lie. You might answer so what, Muslims die for their faith all the time. The difference is, while they may sincerely believe in the ideals of Islam to the point of being willing to die for it, they are dying because they believe an ideal. These men died because they literally saw Christ perform miracles. They literally saw His resurrected body, and they literally saw Him ascend into heaven. There is a big difference. We know from secular sources that by 64 AD, only a few decades after the resurrection of Christ, Nero was already executing Christians. The Bible is not our only evidence that these men sacrificed their lives.

The second evidence that these early converts had was the Word of God. Luke records in Acts 17:11 that there were men, “more noble than those in Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were so.” This also is not an example of blind faith. When Paul told them that Jesus was the messiah spoken of in their ancient text hundreds of years prior, they checked it out. They read verses in Isaiah 53. “He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.” They must have marveled at how these words written 700 years prior sounded so close to events that had just taken place. They remembered the story of how their father Abraham had once been willing to sacrifice his son on Mount Moriah and how God had stayed his had and offered a sacrifice in his place. They must have then finally seen the prophetic meaning behind those sacred scriptures. It was by this evidence they were convinced. Many of them had cried, “Crucify him!” Do you think it was easy to come to the knowledge that they were wrong? I believe it pained them deeply, but the evidence was so clear that they could not deny it no matter how much they would have liked to.

Many today deny the reliability of the Bible but if you are going to deny the historical facts presented in its text, you are going to have to throw out all secular historical documents as well. Textual criticism depends upon two factors, how many copies exist, and how close they are to the originals. Of the Bible we have 5,300 copies and fragments in the original Greek text. 230 manuscript portions predate 600AD. Nearly all of the New Testament can be reconstructed using writings of the early church fathers of the second and third centuries AD. Only 40 lines of text have been disputed when compared to the Bibles we hold today. None of the secular historical documents we have today even come close. Of Tacitus’ “Annals of Imperial Rome” for example, one of our primary sources for Roman history, we have only two partial surviving manuscripts. These manuscripts have a gap of nearly a millennium from the original.

Not only do we have manuscript evidence of the reliability of scripture but prophetic evidence as well. There are said to be nearly 2,000 prophecies in the Bible, many of which have already been fulfilled. There are prophecies we can see being fulfilled today, like the return of the Jewish people to Israel after 2,000 years of exile (Zechariah 8, Ezekiel 34). Some of these prophecies must have been unimaginable to the people who penned them. Such as an eastern army of 200 million (Rev. 9:16), or that the whole world could look upon the same image like we can today through TV and the internet (Rev 11:9-10).

Though the Bible is not a scientific book, there are scientific statements in the Bible that were far ahead of their time when written. Job 28:25 says that there is a weight to the wind. The fact that the air has an actual weight was not discovered until 1640 by Galileo. It describes hydrothermal vents (Job 38:16) not discovered until the 1970’s, and says that hands should be washed in running water (Lev 15:13) long before microbes were known to cause disease. While doctors were leeching men to rid them of bad blood, the Bible says that the life of the flesh is in the blood (17:11). Contrary to popular belief, the Bible has always said, “It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth.” Isaiah 40:22. People have always scoffed at Adam being created from the dust of the earth, but as we have discovered the table of elements, we find that earth and flesh do in fact share many of them.

Archeology as well has confirmed the Bible time and time again. They laughed at the Bibles description of Sargon, until they found his temple. They swore Belshazzar had to be a made up character, until they found an inscription naming him as the son of a known Babylonian king. Hittites were once considered a fabled people, now there is abundant evidence of their existence. It was once taught that Acts 14:6 was in error because it has Paul and Barnabas fleeing to Lycaonia from Iconium. They said the writers must have been ignorant to the fact that Iconium is in Lycaonia. Unfortuanly for the nay sayers, archeology proved them wrong again with their finding that during the few decades between 37AD and 72AD Iconium was a part of Phrygia not Lycaonia. The city of Ur was just a story as well until about 150 years ago.

Romans 1:20 says that “the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made (us), even His eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse.” Here is another verse that says we come to knowledge of God through evidence. All through history, every tribe and nation has looked at the world and seen a creator. Reading on to verse 22 of this chapter we see a clear description of mans state today, “ professing themselves to be wise, they became fools.” Scientists today are riding the backs of giants. It is the height of arrogance to assume that we have a better understanding of the world today than the great minds of the past. The more we learn about our distant ancestors, the more we realize how very industrious they really were.

Today we have more evidence of creation than those of the past could have ever imagined, but we chose to ignore it, so we are very much without excuse. They had no idea of the delicate balance of forces sustaining our planet or the amazing complexity of a single cell. For more than 40 years SETI has search the universe in vain for a nonrandom repeating sequence. Once they find this signal they say they will know they have evidence of intelligent life out there. If they would only turn and look inside the universe of the human body they would find the very message they have been looking for all these years encoded into our DNA.

This verse in Romans not only speaks of the knowledge that a creator exists but of the nature of His Godhead as well. I have heard many people claim that the concept of one God in three persons makes no sense. In the past I have been content to reply that I am glad my God is not small enough to fit into the box of my own imaginations. Lately though, I have been seeing that the idea of a trinity should be quite familiar to us all. This three in one concept can be seen over and over again in creation. The universe is made up of time, space, and matter. Matter comes in three forms, solid, liquid, and gas; time in past, present, future; space in height, width, and depth. We distinguish what we see in hue, saturation, and brightness. Our ears do the same with pitch, loudness, and timbre. A year is composed of days, weeks, and months. A day is made up of seconds, minutes, and hours. All colors stem from blue, yellow, and red. Even the atom has protons, neutrons, and electrons. These are only just a few examples.

God has not only given us evidence in creation and evidence in His word. He has also given us evidence within ourselves. We aren’t living survival of the fittest, as an animal should. We deplete our time, money, and energy caring for our old and sick. When we hurt someone to benefit ourselves we feel guilt. We don’t look up to those who stomp on others to rise to the top. We don’t revere people who abandon their parents in institutions, never to regard their needs again. We say these people are defective in some way, heartless. We are not animals. We are morally responsible beings who have all at many points in our lives, failed to live up to those responsibilities.

I don’t know what better moral philosophy throughout time could ever better deal with issues of right and wrong than the one laid out by He who created all things. You may conclude that this is not enough evidence for you, but to exclude theology as a viable moral philosophy on the grounds that it is entirely absent of evidence is clearly a view born out of deep seated bias, not free thought.

We have been trying to find good in ourselves apart from God for some time now, but many are learning the lesson He meant for us and coming with our sin to the cross, walking away with a piece of the only good that will last.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Am I disappointed in the election………? No!

First of all, I saw it coming. I had no grandiose ideas that Mccain was going to pull this off, and anyone who knows me knows I was never a Mccain supporter anyway. Granted, Obama has a laundry list of solid reasons to be tearing your hair out at the prospect of him being president of the United States, but there is just one minor detail, I happen to be a Christian woman.

No Christian across this nation should be disappointed with the result of this election because the fact of the matter is, Obama is Gods choice. The Bible says that all the powers that be are ordained by God. Romans 13:1

Now, for those of you out there unversed in the ways of God, this is not a glowing endorsement of the mans character. If God ordains all leaders, then throughout history He has chosen many down right evil men. He has his reasons. I have grown in my relationship with Him enough to not need an explanation but I know there are many people who like to throw out the “If there’s a God why does He let ____ happen” question so I’ll give my small amount of insight on the situation.

At this point, the people reading who are so sure that this life is all you’ve got, are going to have to imagine there is more. For just a moment imagine that an eternity does exist, and that the Bible is true. Every person that ever lived still exists today in one of two places and will continue to forever. Now answer this, what would be more important, your contentment during the minuscule amount of time you have on this earth, or where you will be for an eternity?

Sure some people praise God when they're comfortable and are what they perceive as blessed, but more often they call upon God only when they have nothing else to lean on. I have spent years frustrated at the spiritual state of the people of this nation. The greatest obstacle I face when trying to share the saving grace of Christ with a fellow American is pride. We, the civilized and educated, have watched in wonder as the mysteries of creation; the vastness of the universe, the delicate balance sustaining life on this planet, down to the amazing complexity of a cell have been realized, but have lifted ourselves up for discovering it and ignored, sometimes even blasphemed, the one who created it. Then I watch films and listen to testimonies of missionaries who have come back from “savage” and “uneducated” lands. I see people with seemingly no earthly blessings praising their creator with a humble adoration rare here and I wonder, Just who are the blessed ones?

Logically, this country’s economy cannot survive the policies Obama has said he will put in place. Even so, God has decided that he is just what America needs. All I can say is, amen.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Psalm 43:3-8

For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead. Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate. I remember the days of old; I meditate on all thy works; I muse on the work of thy hands. I stretch forth my hands unto thee: my soul thirsteth after thee, as a thirsty land. Selah. Hear me speedily, O LORD: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit. Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.

O Lord how my soul cries out the words of these verses and pleads for the day I may never relate to them again. Earth, flesh, how I grow weary of struggling to keep them at bay. The ebb and flow of my spiritual life is like a noose around my neck and I have come to see free will as a curse. I am too prone to wander. How easily the business of day to day life can drain the soul of life giving water and leave it searching in a dry and thirsty land. How grateful am I for a God who answers my plea and will always pull me back out of the desert.

How well I can relate to Israel who often went whoring after other Gods. No, my idols are not in the form of a golden calf, but they have a form, TV, computer, couch, food. Nehemiah 9 brings tears at the account of all the times Israel turned their back on you and yet you forsook them not. How many more times have I neglected you, gone days, maybe even weeks without coming to the foot of your throne.

Here am I Lord, Psalm 43 is my cry.

"Oh to grace how great a debtor
Daily I'm constrained to be
Let they goodness like a fetter
Bind my wondering heart to Thee
Prone to wander Lord I feel it
Prone to leave the God I love
Take my heart Lord
Take and seal it
Seal it for Thy courts above"

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Psalm 31:18

“Let the lying lips be put to silence; which speak grievous things proudly and contemptuously against the righteous.”

Let lying lips be put to silence. There is somethingI see in the world around me that goes right along with its growing contempt for God, and that is contempt for fellow human beings. There is no such thing as forgiveness in the heart of man. Each of us is so sure of our “rights” and heaven help the person who treads on them.

Our rights have become our God. When someone treats us in a way we feel is unjust, we all hear those lying lips say, “How dare they do that to me??!!” What does this statement really say? First of all it says, “I don’t deserve this”. Is this statement true? According to the Bible, aside from the grace of God, we all deserve much worse than anyone could ever do to us here on earth. Next time we hear lying lips ask, “What did I do to deserve this?” we might put them to silence by asking another question, “What did Jesus do to deserve the cross?”

“How dare they do that to me?” What else does this statement say? How about, “I would never do something like that!” We might silence lying lips in this instance by calling to remembrance what we have done. All of which took our Lord to the cross. Nothing anyone could do to us compares to what we have already done to Christ.

The last statement I have found to come from lying lips is far worse than the previous two. When we say, “How dare they” what we are really saying is, “How dare God”. Don’t we have a sovereign God? Haven’t we read in the scriptures “For of him, and through him, and to him, are all things” (Rom 11:36)?

“Lord, please help me to apply these concepts to my life. I struggle with anger and a “how dare they” attitude. Please put to silence lying lips that attempt to separate me from others. Help me to hold in my heart the words “Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him”